HYE?
baru terperasan actually, telah mengabandonkan blog ini. sebab ada only 5 post dalam bulan ni, bandingkan dengan bulan yang sebelumnya. anyway, tulis blog ni pada niat asalnya ialah untuk mencatat journey aku nak jadi arkitek professional dan juga mencatat aktiviti kehidupan seharian aku yang aku tak nak lupa. bagaimana pulak dengan yang aku nak lupa? hahaha. sebab tu menjauhkan diri dari blog. merajuk dengan diri sendiri sekejap.
hurm. perkara pertama. lets recap.
last 2 weekends, telah membuat sesuatu yang agak fun, dan tak berapa normal bagi diri ini. tak de lah secret pun, sebab dah ada terpampang di twitter and everywhere it might be. haha. btw, my twitter is azrinsaharudin ;) add me if you are a friend. tersasar jauh pulak dari cerita. sesuatu yang luar biasa itu ialah telah berusaha berbuat sesuatu untuk seorang rakan kepada kakak. ini die. malas cerita panjang.
kebetulan, birthday faiz ni was on saturday or sunday, a day after azrul's birthday. promise him to give him a present masa wish bday. i had no idea on what to give, last last printkan gambar die. i know he is so in love with himself. hahah! dont get me wrong. maksudnya, dia sangat suka bergambar, and i pretty sure he will appreciate the frame yang biasa biasa tu. ye lah, takkan nak letak gambar aku lak kan? haha!
btw, setelah siap, telah mengupload gambar di twitter yang PRIVATE! namun, kakak telah membocorkan gambar ini kat faiz before i actually give him the present. last last, im the one yang di surprise with my own surprise la konon. hahah! so not funny eh kakak, i wont share anything like this with you ever again. hahaha!
dari dua minggu lepas sampai sekarang, masih tak berkesempatan nak pass present ni kat faiz, sebab die sibuk agaknya. takpe, jangan risau, ade je dalam kereta aku, bawah seat. harap harap tidak ade apa akan berlaku pada hadiah itu ya?
ok next is.
the following day, my dad called me and ask me to send him in to the hospital.
of course i freaked out, who does'nt?
after all the check ups, the doc mistakenly just send him home and he is getting worse by days.
after a few days, we have to send him in the hospital again with help from my aunt and uncle. luckily they were both docs and have more experience to know whats wrong with my dad. he had to go thru a few minor operations later that week. alhamdullillah, now he is getting better. ;)
and the worse part i think, one of those night in that week, i actually have to go LCCT driving alone with my dad's car, obviously that is very big and super different than mine. sangat lah gayat, and mengantok drive sorang ke tempat yang tak pernah drive sorang sorang. i feel so scared, im out of my comfort zone. going there at 8pm, sampai balik kat rumah nearly 1am, and the passenger that i took, dont really appreciate me, THANK YOU btw.
the weekdays are as usual, at work. getting more busy with two major projects to handle. I think, i had this culture shock of working environment, im still adjusting to others behaviours. things like back stabbing and hypocrite are like normal. its just a tiny weeny thing not to think off. seriously, later i think, i just need to be more extra careful with bad people and start to behave like a professional in any matters regarding to work. i had this advised by a friend who are matured enough to talk me through my unlikely experience. thank you bro! i really do appreciate that. im stronger to believe that i can do it now, professional, dont be emotional like i always do. HAHAH. serious skit ayin can ah? im always serious at the wrong timing kot. haha! then people start calling me garang. hello? pergi bukak definition kat kamus.
thats the other thing that i want to talk about. hey, sebelum lupa, minggu tu ada ikut pergi tengok Bomba Inspection untuk building yang nak mohon for CF. we were like so amaze dengan projek company sendiri, boleh? AR Zaini, i nak tumpang proud, boleh? :)
sneak peak of me at the apartment
what else? ha. the weekend. i cant actually remember where i when. HAHA!
that sunday, my aunt invite me to her home to ate tonnes of fruits from their kebun. ya ya, reluctantly to go at first, but then i think, ruginya tak dapat makan manggis and durian for free. banyak pulak tu.
sampai sampai sana, like usual la kan, everyone in their room, doing their own stuff. and no one wants to eat all the fruits with me. me ended up sitting in the living room watching penelope for the 3rd time i think.
later only my granny from jb join me. BUT she starts asking question like WHEN DO I WANT TO GET MARRIED? hello woman, slow down a bit can ar? i just finished my study, didnt actually had my convocation yet, and still am already working as a junior architect, isnt that something to be proud of? not to berlagak or what, thats the reality. dont go and judge me based on my undergraduate cousin yang dah nak kahwin, yang mak ayah dia nak tanggung. we both are different. cant you see it at very first point?
i was so frustrated that weekend ended up like that. i hate playing the blaming game, and all of sudden all of the promises and memories comes back to life. who wants that?
lucky me, i still had strong friends and a matured cousin to turn to. thanx you all ;) i love you all so very the much! *gedik skit* haha!
Another week went by, getting busy at the office, nearly everyday had to went out for meeting and stuff, but i do enjoy it, because i think rather than stuck in the office, it gives you pressure to get things done, i rather seeing the blue shining sky..minus the traffic of course!
hey, this is one of those weekend that i went to the office sekejap. haha! love that shawl!
one of those beautiful day!
and ok, in the middle of the week, i did went out with athirah, my office mate to catch up to twilight saga, i know, i have been late nearly two weeks. haha! we had fun eating brownies and having hot chocolate for supper and went for late nyte shows. sebab semangat sangat nak tengok kan. terpaksalah!
ini pada malam rabu.
pada malam jumaat pula telah menemankan rahmatun ke KLCC, dia belanja aku tengok movie, rasa macam ada bf. ahahahahahah! dan for the first time jakon gak la, masuk kat california pizza kitchen tu.
we ended up tengok movie chloe, show 11.30. The story is so twisted and errr..not recommended. hahah!
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its nearly end of the month, starting a new chapter i assume. ive been waiting for so long since i knew it. hopefully, its a good happy ending.
still working on adjusting my emotional moody swings macam monkey to be better a person, insyaallah.
for those did not know me well, dont judge, tak ambil pengajaran ke? ;P
and those who think they knew me, dont be so sure.
anyway, who wants to be my no 1, i left it empty.
since no 2 said that, move on be happy.
no 3 is still on the list.
no 4 is so over.
no 5 is yours.
no 6, maybe.
eh eh, banyakla no pulak. hahaha! sukahatilah ayin! my fav is still no 2 and 5 because its my birth date 25. my lucky no! but who is still available on the list?? hahahaa. inilah matematik yang paling susah nak buat. though i love doing math. rindu pulak nak buat add math sampai pecah kepala, sebab saya tak genius macam no 2. ;P
BYE!
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