pagi JUMAAT

SALAM
dengan harapan hari ini, semua nya dapat memulakan hari dengan indah.

its been a long silence since last i wrote.
konflik diri, mungkin.

i miss writing
as much as i miss my other half,
as much as i miss family time,
as much as i miss my best friend,
as much as i miss me time,
as much as i miss the blue sky,
as much as i miss the beach,
as much as i miss my memories...

missing means love. as simple as that, is it?
love it or some one, then you going to miss them.
its a beautiful feeling though.

terfikir semasa perjalanan ke pejabat dalam ten minutes ago,
apa yang aku minum setiap pagi akan menentukan mood aku sepanjang hari.
serious berbeza.
ini experiment kepada diri sendiri je la.

pagi minum kopi hitam : jadi hyper, ptg jadi grumpy and anxious
pagi minum pearl kacip fatimah : paginya bersemangat buat kerja pun laju je, bila petang, badan mula lemah
pagi minum milo panas : perut  sedap sepanjang hari, u noe what i mean
pagi jumaat ni, try minum cold chocholate milk pula, we will see later ;)

bagaimana dengan perkermbangan kerja anda cik? (soalan pada diri sendiri)

makin sibuk menguruskan 3 projek yang berjalan secara seiringan.
perlu pandai mengimbangkan masa dan emosi untuk bekerja.
its a bit hard for me to control my emotions la.
im too involve with my own feelings. ayin needs to learn more.
my learning process is widely ranging day by day.
alhamdulillah, this is the way He shows me to do, ill do my very best.
if not, long ago, He will not gave me this path to be choosen.
Alhamdulillah.


No matter how tired you are, if you love your job or what you are doing, later on, you'll be rewarded, in such a way that even you cant imagine. Insyaallah.


happy feelings everyone!

p/s
* share your happiness with me everyday ait?. ill share every second of it syg *
really made my day. thank you dear.

kambing la golek~

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till later yo! ;P

the GRADUATE ARCHITECT and everything in between.

Today i am going to talk about me life as an graduate architect.

its not as glamorous as people would think we might be.

its a journey to more glory days.

a journey where i might fall, fall and fall again, but going up and high to the sky.

there's no need to count days where i might be doing something else other than work. i enjoyed it till the last moment. the pressure is superb. yeah, really. 

tomorrow we will start revising on what we are going through for the whole next year and year after to prepare ourselves for the part 3 exam. some people might say, its to soon. but when is not too soon? its the journey people. journey : joy is a part of JOurneY. ;D

lebih kurang macam itulah impian.

apa yang aku nak merepek ya hari ni?

dah lama x menulis sebenarnya. lebih menghayati kehidupan realiti yang semakin indah pada hari mendatang.

wah. serious indah perasaan sekarang, if only i could share it with everyone, i will.

random.

pagi tadi semasa perjalanan ke pejabat, elok elok pasang cd lagu nasihat...everyone pun tahu die sedang naik sekarang, malas nak mention kat sini. sejujurnya, selepas hampir beratus kali mendengar lagu yang sama, aku tersentuh perasaan, rindu pada yang SATU. jarang sekali hadir perasaan begini, aku RINDU untuk merasa tenang selepas aku sujud padaMU. aku RINDU kenikmatan aku bersabar dan kurang beremosi pada tika itu. 

YA ALLAH. indahnya perasaan yang engkau berikan padaku. aku bersyukur. alhamdulillah.

random saturday.

macam dalam drama. theres a bitch, tears, and the aftermath. LOL. 

malas nak cakap banyak pasal ni, aku redha je, sebab memang banyak orang yang tak ada life sendiri, then nak menyibuk hal orang lain. contohnya life aku. best sangat kan sampai kau tak de kerja lain nak mengata aku je kan? alhamdulillah. im blessed. why dont you try and find bless? you might be happy too. aku doakan kau bahagia dan jumpa kedamaian dalam hati kau, aku ikhlas ni. :) semua orang berhak untuk merasa gembira , cuma perlu pandai mencari jalan yang betul untuk memilih kebahagiaan masing masing yang telah tertulis. its a fair world. percayalah.

haish. haish.

apa lah yang dibebelkan ni kan?

mana pix segala benda happy yang berlaku? *dalam laptop kat rumah*

mungkin dah lupa dah simpan dalam folder apa. LOL.

random *en hafiz ^_^*

selalu dipesan oleh yang disayang dan menyayangi, en hafiz.

jangan makan banyak benda masam. sebab nanti selalu lupa.

perkara yang paling selalu lupa ialah, letak kunci kereta kat mana.

nasib baik tak lupa rumah kat mana. hehehe.

tapi kalau macam 51st date tu kan comel, hari hari nak kena remind, pastu saya akan jadi blur ;P

tapi kan en hafiz, macam mana nak buat, suka sangat saya ni makan benda masam.

ada saying yang cakap, makan benda masam nanti bila dah kawen, pregnant senang dapat anak boy. hoh. i like. hahah! *ayat penyedap hati nak sangat makan benda masam*

*selingan*

berseorangan di office ni, macam macam bunyik la pulak*

en hafiz ialah punca penyebab kehidupan saya semakin indah dan penuh dengan aktiviti yang mengembirakan hati dan minda. alhamdulillah.

random *perasaan selepas convocation*

as i said before, the joy is in the journey people!

the whole think and thin 5 years of studying architecture and the whole 5 month waiting for graduation day is greater than the day of the convocation itself.

ya, i get to see friends and took colorful pictures, but deep down inside my heart, there's a box where all the memories should be kept and i have to move on with my life towards a betterment.

yang lama jangan dikenang. simpan jauh jauh dalam hati. DEEP.

sebak juga bila menyanyikan lagu UTM buat kali kedua dan terakhir.

the very moment that i enjoyed is when all the bubbles and balloons like literally fall from the sky :D

THINGS TO BE SETTLE BEFORE END OF OCTOBER.

pergi pejabat cidb. marah dorang sebab asyik salah eja nama.

pergi tanya soalan soalan di kaunter PTPTN.

pergi bayar saman POLIS kat jalan bandar, kot.

pergi hantar borang registration LAM.

semuanya melibatkan pergi dan duit, no wonder, aku macam malas nak fikir semua ni. HAHAHAH!

live a blessed life people! ;)