thelongLOSTmemories

a sudden urge.
force me to search you virtually.
im not missing you or anything, or im in denial.
its the sudden urge. blame on that.
i read your thoughts, byte by byte.
and it reminds me, the first very moment why did i do that in the first place.


and now i should be thankful or what?
be thankful that im no longer involve?
or be thankful, that youre once a memory?


memories, full of bitterness, its an excuse people called experience and bla bla bla.
and ya, now i know, im thankful for what ive done.


reading through a message send to me via fb, to iron things out,
i dont appreciate people who judge and assume.
i share with people whom i care enough to love.


"terima kasih atas persahabatan yg terjalin semasa di kmj dan akhirnya putus mcm tu sahaja ats sebab yg aku pun x tahu. dan tiba-tiba aku dgr kau merajuk dgn aku dan entah kenapa? dan aku pun xmahu tahu kenapa. yg aku tahu, aku juga terasa atas kekasaran kau. tapi malas nak fikir. sbb aku tahu kau mmg mcm tu. tapi x mengapa, terima kasih banyak-banyak. dan selamat berpuasa"


for what i know,
now im blessed. Thank You.