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thoughts of the day

banyak. ingat tak ingat. heee.

1) kenapa nak mempraktikkan cara dulu if zaman dah berubah, people change, time change...semuanya seiring dengan teknologi. kenapa susah sangat nak faham. ouh i get it. u still live in that zaman dulu T_________T"

2) kalau bukak topik kahwin je, maksudnye gersang ke? gosh. janganlah streotype sangat. ini membuat aku terfikir, apakah tujuan perkahwinan? sekadarkan menghalalkan apa yang haram ke? ouh tidak. bagi aku banyak makna. seperti dapat sentiasa menjaga kebajikan dan berkongsi kegembiraan dengan orang yang kita care. bukankah lagi besar nilai moment itu. selain mendapatkan zuriat yang baik bagi mengembangkan keturunan. ok, nanti ade orang cakap aku angau dan gersang. hey...biasalah perempuan hampir berumur 24 tahun dan baru bermula nak berkerjaya, risaulah jugak bab bab macam ni, kalau lelaki lain cerita. hurm. asal mengeluh? eh tak. kecewa sikit je dengan pemikiran streotype T_______T"

3) sangat gilerkan lagu lagu dendangan dari glee cast. hahahahahah. kadang kadang ada berciri geli geli. heheh

4) i think im really over with all the 'things' that i left all the way from skudai to kl. hey, the thinking of tinggalkan memori memori itu semua seakan berkesan. sepanjang 306km++ dari skudai ke kl, macam tak cukup je untuk tinggalkan satu per satu, but ill try..to leave all the bad memories first. heeee. buat sesiapa yang berkenaan, tolong jangan ganggu aku lagi eh? enough said, enough shit that you have done. THERE IS NO MORE RESTART BUTTON for you. go go and disturb some one else. im more, more than happy here at home ;)

5) nak pergi tengok movie, ada 3 in list, when in rome, ipman and ironman. siapa ada masa yang sangat lapang untuk tengok ketiga tiganya? please call me eh. hehehehe. buat iklan jual masa pulak kat sini. hehehe

6) nervous pun ada memikirkan untuk masuk kerja next week. gosh. am i ready? huhuhuhu. sangat nervous. bila orang tanya nanti, awak kerja apa? architect je...heeeeeeeeee....kadang-kadang segan, bila ada orang underestimate kite, but then, is that kira sebagai merendah diri? takda la nak bangga diri ke apa, but then being an architect is not a good job ke? bila cakap kat orang sekeliling yang bertanya tu, they all teros diam. ok, salah surounding la ni. sigh. when nak masuk surrounding yang betol ni? 

7) rindu. ok. everywhere pun i want to tell that i missed you so much. siapa you? heeeeeeeee. biarlah i sorang je yang tau apa hati i ni rase. ade butterfly sikit. ;) im happy. thank you god. selalu bila rindu ni datang, akan rasa sedih or tertekan sebab tak dapat jumpa or chat or what ever. tapi kali ni, macam lain...seakan akan gembira bila perasaan rindu itu datang. kalau boleh aku tak mahu ade sakit dan benci lagi. too much pain i had to bear in my past. kali ini, aku harapkan yang terbaik dan dipermudahkan segalanya. simple and sweet. cukup. serious cukup. ;) senyum banyak banyak jom! ;) ;) ;)

khas buat NURUL SHAHIRAWATI

heeeeeeeee...........sha, entry ni khas untuk tunjukkan picture ko makan pancake. hahahaha. boleh?

nah. kasi tengok dulu.

heee. aku malas nak edit pape. hahahah. sabar je la.

nurul shahirawati ni, http://sha-suka-latte.blogspot.com/, aku kenal kawan atas kawan. merupakan kawan baik kepada kawan aku. hurm. ex-student ukm, belajar master environmental kot kat utm. sangat gigih. huuuuu...rajin bebenor engkau ye. takpe. dapat pergi jepun lepas tu, priceless sangat kan.

kenal biase biase je pade mulanya, macam ni..eh muke ko familiar kan? aah, ko pun same. rupanya sama time matrix johor dulu, tapi tidak saling mengenali. hehehe

lame lame jadi biase jugak. ish..tapi disebabkan selepas balik dari jepun, aku ajak die duduk bilik aku secara tidak halal..heheheh, selepas itu, kami jadi rapat dan masuk la ngan each other. ke ko tak rase macam tu sha?

hahaha. 

anyway, aku sangat lucky ko ada dengan aku time tu. kalau tak mau bergelen gelen air mata aku habis duduk sorang at that time, u know what kan. heeeeeeee... thanx sangat teman aku yang penakut tapi pergi duduk bilik single ni. ;P

one more thing that i like being friend with sha is when we almost think alike. ;) senang aku berkomunikasi dengan kau, taklah kite setuju memanjang pendapat masing masing, tapi kita memahami. itu penting. i can say roomate paling best pernah ada sepanjang aku kat UTM. thanx again. and thanx nad kenalkan kitorang, orang baik mesti dikongsi bersama. ;)

last but not least, gambate sha with ur master thesis! we know you can do it! lepas ni ko jangan nak lupe lupe kat aku lak...ye la kan..dah nak jadi isteri en ikhwan nanti...;) happy for u both. take care tau!

ill c you when i c u :)

home-day three

nothing much ive been doing lately. since i have no more close friends that i can hang out in day time, i became so boooringg~ not a new news actually. hahahaha

hang out malam? so not me now, too tired of life remaja. remaja la sangat kan...now baru i realize the danger going out malam, girl je pulak tu. haish. habis tu dulu? berani nak mati ok..hahahaha itu zaman muda remaja. sekarang dah matang.

matang tak matang pun, ye lah...dah macam macam penyakit, badan pun takle cope up nak enjoy memanjang...heeee. since balik rumah, i think ive been sleeping like nobody business...huhuhu ye la nak menggantikan tido selama 5 tahun kot..hahaha..ade pulak ganti ganti tido kan...

planning on girls trip with along n mama next week..penang here we come..insyaallah. ;)

i want to buy all the jeruk that i can have ;)

so randomly, turn out terjumpa this blog of a fren of mine punya sis. punya la berbelit nak explain. heeee. we have a lot in common, we like the same book, music...itu yang dinampakkan secara dasarnye lah. ;) you know who you are. hope to meet you some day. 

i really miss a few friends that always make me happy. i hope they miss me too. boleh? heeeeeeee

next week ill be start working, gosh awal giler right? even lzyee pun say that i ni robot ke ape? hahaha what to do...got a lot of work. im thrilled actually rather than ganti tido at home.

i hope my health condition is better next week. i need to show up at the office with a bright happy face..please? :)

what more...hurm. ok. i miss you even more. boleh lagi? perasaan yang datang sendiri, and i like it. ;)

like dulu belum love lagi tau!

the idea of nak tulis ni sebenarnye? hahaha entahlah. so random. there's a lot on mind as always, and people always said that im an organized kinda person, but if u really had noticed, all my stories here are jumbled up, and i dont even bother to organized it accordingly to date and sequences.

hahaha!

i guess thats me when it comes to writing. everything is jumbled up and unstructured! you will get tired to have a very organised life! hahahah. so kesimpulannya disini, dekat blog, sukahati la nak cerita tonggang terbalik, asal ko happy. bukan ade orang nak kasi marks or so what ever. ;P

haaaa. lagi satu. jangan la selalu nak expect anything eh ayin. im not a person yang boleh berangan eventho sikit. i ised to say to my mum, kalau expectations are too high, bila terjatuh, kita akan sangat sakit. thats why i didnt dream that much. i now, i always have this expectations on me, people around me, it hurts. tapi macam melukakan diri sendiri. suke eh? hahahah. ntah. ini yang dinamakan thrill kot. life perlu ade thrill, baru ade keterujaaan, kan?

oopppsss! makin merepek. cus im not feeling so well. love to if ade sumone can comfort me right now. sigh. jom kahwen! nanti ade husband yang will always take good care of you, when youre sick. ada ke kat luar sana? hantar sini satu. + hati baik punye!

makin merepek! bye!

the last Saturday with HASLIZAWATI

that saturday, we're supposed to go back to kl, and liza was supposed to go back to penang, from kl. but then, when faith has spoken, we only can plan, then He will decide everything. 

we went and ask around everybody to accompany us to go to Kluang Station that morning, but we woke up late and there goes the plan.

a new plan came up. we want to go to Jom Heboh, this is my first time ever been to any of Jom Heboh, i think its third time for her. heeee. and ouh, we had our together breakfast at pasar that morning before going to Jom Heboh.

we were a little bit expecting to meet a few artist or anyone famous, but in the end, there only a few of them there, with the hot sun shines through the whole messy place to walk, we decided to go to Tebrau for a movie pulak. ;)

too much expectations huh? we arrive at tebrau planning to see when in rome. but sad. not available there. hurm. end up watching the hooperz, not bad for a malay movie that evening ;)

they invite us to join the zoo trip, but eh..we passed for a certain reasons ;P

the day has not ended yet, go back at my room to take a nap..in the night, we prepare for liza departure..

sad to see her leaving, because there will be no more time like this afterwards...things will be different kan..people change within time....the best friendship that i ever had in UTM student life. thank god i had found you who understands me. that is all i need.. ;)

good luck to you next semester! ;)

t h e d i n n e r - l o s t m a l a y a

the last batch dinner, at lost malaya. had a little bit fun. lets leave the sad part heh?

actually, my journey driving from jb to kl, had left a significant things/thoughts on my mind. 

that is, i want to leave/lock all the memories, happiness/sadness/moments that i have in UTM, all these five years of joy and grief. i will not look back to the sadness and grief, but will always cheers on the good memories. 

it is always important to me to go to a new surroundings when ever i faced problems. but this is it, the end of my study life, yet. i will later have no place to run back and forth, though i have to face my problems here. no more there. will try my best la. grow up a bit more, prepare my soul to be a smart architect, and achieve my goals in the near future, and also prepare my soul to be a good wife, to where ever my future husband might be. 

jodoh. we never knew.

i have a lot of thoughts on this. later la. we have a look what we had that night at LOST MALAYA, JB. ;)

i think, we were the last to arrive..huhu..tunggu superstar nak siap of course..heheee....

jangan marah, you know who you are...;P

the theme was simple that night : a combination of black, white and red

captured by fana ;)

with fana, haniffi, cute kay neth ;P, mummy aqeef and me

the door and window, we love.

(ada farah, haniffi, me and yani)

yang mana satu fadly? of course la fatma kan... ;)

but this is the end? hahahaha haniffi confuse sudah. fatma hey, cute post!

supposed to be last dinner of the batch, but then, when we all get touching and emotional what-so-ever, there is more breakfast, lunch and dinner together the last few days, baru sekarang kita reti nak buat semua together ke? heeeee...last last ni la sangat emotional kan....(and again, more on that, in next post)

tata LOST  MALAYA~

K L U A N G S T A T I O N

*randomly, one of my four last days in UTM*

its was planned for me and liza, to have our breakfast at Kluang Station, Kluang, on saturday morning, but fate has decided that i cant go back to kl until monday, then she left me alone in jb ;P, and went off to penang saturday night. there goes our plan... :( but still, i didnt give up la kan...sunday morning....spread the words, and here we go to kluang station..depart around 7 am from UTM, initially plan around 6.15am to depart..heee..

about an hour of journey from skudai to kluang station...

*ini dia muka puas sampai kluang*

after ordering and eating like a monster ;P, we took some photos at the railway, everyone was so happy because the breakfast was superb delicious and the price that you cant get anywhere else, lets just browse through the photos that we took eh?

cruz demam., but still nak follow kan..heeee

*jijoe yang ambil this pix*

the famous bun toast, i ate only one of these, they all ate two/three..hahah

ternyata sangat delicious!

are actually 'pau kaya'. one word. soft.

which way? kuala lumpur maybe? ;P

of course kuala lumpur kan sarah? :D

confusing hah? first time terbaca, chamek n mengkibol?

si merah  dua orang with abang bob, sayang kak zila tak dapat ikot :(

mereka masih confuse. hahaha

the waiting, to start a new beginning.

we're cute hah? ;)

peserta pertama : ayin

peserta kedua : fatma

peserta ketiga : farhana

peserta keempat : sarah

and of course the two guys yang sudi temankan we all. heee. all in all, thanx to korang yang sudi temankan aku yang jakon tak pernah pergi sini. heeeee. tercapai impian. ;D